very bad mood
jus feeling so bad
is not something hurt
but bad feel
haizzzzz..
i m not so easy to keep trusting
why??

Prayer:
God father
sorry on forget to keep rely on you
sorry I didn keep example as u Jesus
sorry for my unworthy even evilness..
God I proclaim for your mercy..
pls heal my weak as well
make me strong in your word and way
live in your way and having faith in you..

practice make perfect

as usual
feel want blogging
is very late day/ near to a new day
hahha..
more feeling i think
just revised my engineering drawing
huh..... rub and rub
draw and draw
imagine..think..
can be better..ermm..))
1 hour after...
2 ho..
2 1/2 Hr..
yes u can be accepted

hahha, my skill was so bad
so need times to work on
hihi.. now i think is not bad as b4
at least improve..
.............

..
the time u give up,
sure u get nothing..
think then try............................bye bye


sleep tme
o no.. 2 hours to rest
piano is waiting 4 me tomorrow.

i wont 4get..

hometown now
very silent night
look out the window
"lucky" still concern on his itchy leg
same too, my leg is itchy..mad mosquito.
..........

just read someone's blog
oo...concern her blog actually
a very strong person..
to me is a nice person
sometimes,
hope that she still remember me
but, i think i m not so lucky
have a long time didn see her
long long time
people said times can make people forget
for me is just leave from the point
when u back to the point
is like alcohol
U facing again..
i wont believe
to me, i wont try to forget
i try to remember,i think
the sweet memory i remember
the pretty photo i keep it
anyway,hope she can get flying colour in her coming exam

the problem in me..

haiz...

missed one class

why so terrible

even goes to two alarm clock

I know what is the problem

knowing...

need to cut off the habit

if not,it might comes to big affect
........

life = SLEEP..... nONsENSE!!!

hey, look like special
yes, i update my blog in the afternoon
just back from college and hav finished my RM4.50lunch
a very sudden mood want to post something now
recently, many things happen.
swift the accomodation place,new semester,my car problem, and my father'surgery
so many new situation, bit tired, but this is life
life with nothing changes we say boring.
many changes come out with tired.
just talk with my rent Lord
she said very tired for been back yesterday
as she came back from europe for nearly half month
whoa,awe..is europe
of course,nice place and very think to go there..
fun rite,although is tired.
Hey..Tired is not reason to make you stop ok..
the key is explore..
come on,explore your life
take your all effort go ahead till zero energy
exaust your energy completely, dont waste, no storage
I can define this as meaningful
no waste your life with do nothing
...>>>life=???????

Whoa...Amazing

Hey, want to share somethings
The wisdom people or races in the world
sure is the israel,origin God's choosen people
You can see how God's love them, how God promise to their's ancestor, abraham
from slavery in Egypt to the God's promise land
Then the seperate of two kingdom
Southern kingdom and Northern kingdom
Kingdom of judah and israel....
The real history ,part of God's Big Picture
How wickness they were..
They disobey God will, bettray God
Even the event in exodus shows so clearly
they over the red sea with God's power
Yet, they make the gold Calf as god to worship
How isreal response to God YHWH??
However God still save them from the punishment
That happens when they ask forgiven from God
Yes God save them but does they obey God'd rule ever??
NO, their sinful nature still keep them in life.
The repeatation on being punishment and save them were continue
Other hands,The God's love shows clearly through these event
........................
...........
.
The judges, King, moses ,and so on..
God's send many people to save them
But is not everlasting, not perfect
All the event held in old testament
is just a modal points to the Real
..
What is the real, the truth
of course jesus is the one
The ultimate saviour, the real and perfect one
The God's ultimate plan, The messiah
The salvation comes through Him from our's faith
Sure is not account on our's righteoness..
...
THe amazing love
The big plan

She.. the part still in my heart

She...

she..who?????

which girl???

nobody but she

a lovely girl

a girl with so passion

with her smiling face

with her sweet dimples on her face

still remember..

her straight emotion..

you'll feel it ...

how touch, so long still can remember

doesnt fade... can't forget

the feeling, the real

the part which still in mind

............................still in my mind